It has been almost two weeks that I have been here, and I finally think that I am getting used to living here.
The first few days were really difficult. I was missing Carla, my routine. Everything felt different here. It was odd having all these first experience:
-the first time getting up in the middle of the night and trying to find your way to the bathroom in the dark
-the first time you walk into your building's hallway at night and don't know how to turn on the lights
-getting used to the different ring tones of my new phones (I have my Ottawa phone, my Zagreb fixed line, and my Zagreb mobile)
-having a guest over and realizing that I can only offer them water (oops)
-having a cousin sleep over and realizing that I have only one set of towels (double oops) :-)
All these new experience actually make me feel more alive. I actually feel what is happening around me, as opposed to being in my usual mode of getting things done. I see things in a new light, and I am able to accept them as they are.
It is amazing how simple things like finding "Shout" (for cleaning stains) in a store can bring you joy. I have been able to find most of the products over here that we usually use. Now if I could only find extra lean ground beef!!! All I can find is the extra greasy ground beef. It is more white than red. :-) Oh well, some adjustments will need to be made.
I started this post by saying that I am finally getting used to living here. First few days were difficult. The next week was uncomfortable as you feel like you are out of your skin. Today, I feel like I somewhat know the place and can get by. I see my stay here as an extended stay vacation (even though I plan to find a job). I will make sure to enjoy every day, as I know that in a few years I will be somewhere else, and I want to remember my stay in Croatia as a fun and rewarding experience.
2 comments:
Ivan, I enjoyed the blog as it makes it seems as if I am living there with you.
Ivan,
I loved what you wrote about how the new experiences make you "feel more alive . . . [and] feel what is happening . . . as opposed to being in [your] usual mode of getting things done." I am happy to know that you "see things in a new light" and look forward to Carla's sharing that light. Maybe you could set up a blog for her; she could write a little now (while on overload) and lots later while in 'quasi-relaxation' mode!
Keep posting those photos; interesting stuff!
Paulette
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